When I think of you, I get that feeling

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

frog style -
the only style i know.
hahaha.
went swimming for
2 days . haha.
now my hair is DRY.
okay. hahaha.
yeps. on sunday my sis and i
went erm pasir ris. then
on monday went malaysia.
okay. it is a UNLUCKY day.
we left in the morning
we were like late?
then went ate breakfast and so on...
then food digested , went to the gym
wahaha. then there was this guy.
erm he was MUSCULAR.
wow! haha. he was working out.
carrying weights. HEAVY kays.
then he keep doing those weight lifting stuffs
i was like staring at him? he is super strong?
kays wadeva. then did cycling and track mile.
and so on la. i was like super tired.
so din rrly do alot of things. okays.
then we went swimming.
at first i was okok.
went to swim. did a few laps
i was soon out of breath
i kept drinking the water.
haha. then breathing in the water.
okay. had a tough time lars.
hais. maybe cos i was worned out by
the day before's swimming.
and the work out at the gym
hais. okays. anyways. after that
when we were done?
my brother said he lost the band.
for members la. i was like
pissed!? he din wanna check properly la.
WTH. nvm. then my sis lost her hp.
ok. it was partly my fault. anyways.
the phone was brought back to singapore.
cos it din have auto roam thingy
**** that thief. unless he returns.

4:20 PM

Saturday, May 21, 2005

amazing challenge.
SUCKs.
it was irritating.
my group. din wanna sell the pens
okay fine. but they dun wanna walk.
if they dun wanna sell
go back to school la.
they went into taka. wth
cos wanted to go food court
omg. they just ate.
and they are hungry so fast.
they went to the level
got loads of chocolates.
it's fine wif me if they wanna see all the chocs
cos i've not seen soooo much
chocolates before.
okays. then they started making alot of noise.
then touch alot of things
until a security came and ask them not to touch .
he thought we were gonna sell the pens in there.
i was irritated wif them
wth wth wth!
then keep saying dunno wad shit
and carry on touching.
the security guard was following us.
they still touch.
i think he went to call my school
URGHHS. FCUK them la.
i dun wanna say that.
but their attitude just sucks.
i dun wanna group wif them anymore.
unless no choice.
it's a TOTAl disgrace to go wif them.
my whole day was RUIN just by them.
okay wadeva.

ncc training was okay .
wasn't that bad.
there was pt. and i led them to run
hahaha.
then we played captain ball
and again i was the goal keeper.
it's always me. and always me.
if there is a chance.
i dun wanna play anymore.
actually there were 7 ppl.
i wanted to back out.
but they called aniza in.
so i had to stay.
then was made the goal keeper.
it's always me.
just too useless.
they think i am no good.
OKAY WADEVA. i dun care.
anyway i dunno wad's happening to me
it's just suddenly i've got attitude.
okay not suddenly.
but unable to control.
i dunno wth hell is happening.
it's just so irritating.
i amjust pissed easily.
i dun have PMS. but forget it.
i will try to control it.
i am just going bonkas.
with all the stress that i'm having.
examples;
ncc specialist course.
projects.
school results.
tuitions.
love? okay maybe.
and so on. it's just CRAZY
nevermind. i will go relax my mind.
i hope to be a changed person
after june holidays.
[ i seem to be losing trust in myself ]

11:53 AM

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

RESULTS! ahh!
it's infurating! urghss
even though i can go sec 4
but still. it's like WTH!.
i'm useless. i passed 3 fail 3.
the worst was GEOGRAPHY!
omg. can u believe it.
it's like 1/50! omg!
i was like so angry?
i wrote like LONG .
then only get ONE pathetic mark.
when others din even rite
they get ZERO.
it's like just a small diff.
i might as well just dun write.
forget it la. i am just piss wif myself.
the day b4 the paper i went out
said to STUDY!?
and now SHIT MARKS.
SUCK **** la
forget it. it's just my luck.

1:26 PM

Monday, May 16, 2005

chilli crabs!
wooohooo! spicy!
haha. yst dinner had
CHILLI CRABs.
was like LOADS of it.
i ate the most.
haha. not i greedy kaes.
just cos the rest are full.
i'm like still okay cos din rrly eat loads?
oh wadeva. then while eating half way
i tot of KYLIE! haha.
cos i was full. then cannot eat alr. haha.
super full lars.
then i thought.
kylie! where r u? help me eat!
i'm bloatted! hahahaha.
okays. dinner was SHIOK.
be jealous__

okays.my decision is final.
i will not go for ___
hahaha. it's final. don;t try to change
my mind. i will rather go for
him. okays. that's it. maybe it was just a
CRUSH_ okay. it's OVER.
hahaha.

6:35 PM

Sunday, May 15, 2005

should i be or not?
that's the question in my head
only some will understand.
it's not like i have a choice.
hais. hopefully some one understands
i chatted on the phone last night.
my god-bro said i shouldn't be.
should i listen to him?
some one make this decison for me.

are you gonna be the ONE?
it's between two. him or the other one?
leaving it to fate
if i happen to see that person again.
i will go for it.
if i don't then it's the other.
i've made my mind.
why should i listen to others
when i have a brain OF MY OWN.

6:52 PM

Thursday, May 12, 2005

oh yea! haha.
today's training was like OKAY.
it's was not INTENSIVE. haha
scared me kays!
yeps. just some briefing
on SPECS course. hais
actually i DUN WANNA GO.
it's like SIAN!
go for wad?! siao lehs.
i rather remains as my rank now
which is CPL. hahaha.
oh wadeva la.
woohoo. tmr we're gonna have training
AGAIN! AHHH. in FULL UNIFORM.
OMG!! hahaha
hack care lars. worry too much also USELESS
=) see i'm so relaxed.
hahaha.
oh yarrs. kylie and i invented this game called
WALKING AGAINST THE ODDs- [on wed.11.o5.o5]
COOL EH! hahaha.
we were like bored and was TOO warly to head home
so we went to play with the escalators. [however it is spelled]
haha. it was TOTALLY F-U-N!
omg. when i am free ask me hw to play kaes.
hahah. this game ROCKs-
i'm done.

10:02 PM

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

oh no! i'm scared!
hahhaa. there is INTENSIVE training
TOMORROW! DIE!
later got alot of running then i'm DEAD.
shit la. i haven train yet then liddat.
die die! so scary la. haha.
scared until got stomach ache.
WTH!? haha. oh wells. hack la.
wish me luck.
cos i've got my haha.
u noe wad.
i'm like so scared it will afect me
okays. NVM.
I WILL SURVIVE. hahaha
LAMER! KAYs- bye!

9:54 PM

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

wahahahaha!
finally i found sth i like.
yayy! haha. but it's rather plain!
oh wells. i'm tired from searching
so i'll find another one soon.
hahahha. anyways.
today's geog was HARD
AHHH! i was like writing CRAPS.
all RUBBISH.
it odviously was OUT OF POINT.
i din study u see. so it's liddat. anyways.
tmr is physics.
and it's the last paper for now.
YAYY! i'm SUPER HAPPY.
but i guess i'll fail many subjects.
okays. i'll study for sa2. haha. =)
i'm done for now.

3:06 PM

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

i love myself!

3:22 PM

ILOVEMYSELF!

3:24 AM